New life start from today....

New Life......

today is the first day i try to ignore u....i don think anything about u......i try let go myself and don think about u......due to we don have any relationship started....i think i can forget u easily.....

today begin...this blog will only memories all my experience from my life......any story in my life i will write in here....i am about to share all my life experience here.....this blog is no long u and me......but it is belong to myself....

one of my fren said, life is like a notes book, idiot will only waste the notebook by blank the whole book, however, smart people will fill the notebook fully and beautifully, make it more interesting.....so begin of today i will not be idiot anymore.....i will not waste my own notebook....
i have to fill it fully with the pen on my hand......

nobody will write my notebook other than me.....i will make it colourful and interesting.......
i don wan regret when i die i found my notebook is still empty.....

as a begining of my notebook, here is all the things i wan to write for today.............
i will keep updated my notebook to share all my things.........^.^

Everythings should be end here......

END......

it is a word we scared to heard about.....but maybe it is good for me and u in this situation....
i really let u go so many year.....y should i grab u back since u and i din have feel with each other!!

Maybe a the begining u juz treat me as common fren....very very common.....is me who misunderstood for so many years........everythings u do to me is juz treat me as fren only.....

Bt future is full of hopes........who knows!!!.....bt for now....i should end up my stupid act toward u.....keep sms u only will make u dislike me......

Love really need time to make it "kai hua jie guo".........i let go the best time to plant it.....
so i deserve to get this ending.........

from now on, i will nt "yi xiang qing yuan" again......
Believe that fate maybe bring us together again or maybe nt........let the GOD decide........

Missing Parts unrecoverable??

Missing parts......

can i recover it??i have missing from ur sight for 3years++.....we only meet few in a year....although keep sms few time but can it enough to fit back the missing part??
(hoping it can)

But it does not make it....the missing gap is too big.....this 3 years we really live in 2 different world without contact each other....u have ur boyfriends,nice in social with people,more attractive life and i become more and more addict to computer(zai nan),toward boring life.....

am i too stupid to missing from ur sight for 3years....wat can i do now??i should sorry to myself or sorry to u?? i should keep contact with u in tis 3 years maybe everythings will be different...MAYBE.....

But now i am awaked...i know that i should take action...if i still missing from u another 3years....i nt only will lost u but also our frenship......
so i will do watever i din do in this 3years to improve our frenship....hoping one day can break through this frenship to loveship....

Maybe many other ppl will say i am so stupid...i should let go....but i can tell everybody.....i love u more tht i can say.....losing u will make me losing a part of my life....maybe i cant stay alive....

So, i will try my best to recover the missing part....

敏感一点就好!!

我是一个很迟钝的男孩。。。

与你多次的见面我都无所行动,我有多次机会可以向你表白，但我因害怕，害怕失去你而退缩了。

以前每个礼拜都有两天我们是一起回家的，不知你是否有发觉。。。其实我每次都会从车外的倒后镜里看看坐在车后的你。不止如此而已，我们补习还是面对面的，其实我有很多时候都会偷望你的。。。(好像偷窥狂!!哈哈。。。)

所以只要有你在的地方，我的目光都会不时注视在你身上。。。
说道对爱情的敏感，我可是最笨的了。。。

缘分在我身边围绕了很久，但我却不懂得去抓紧，让它一次又一次的从我身边擦身而过。。。

第一次。。。(25/11/2005)

我父母，你和我，在加一班新村的auntie&uncle，到云顶去看明星登台。一车都是auntie&uncle级的，唯独你我两个年轻人。我们在云顶的那一天是我最开心的，不知你是否和我一样??到结束后，你告诉我不曾看过如此的show，你很开心可以看到这样的show。。当时如果我敏感点，说我们下次再来好吗??可能结果就会不同了。。。

我很笨吧!!!没办法天生爱情迟钝的男人。。。hehe

第二次。。。(1/3/2008)

还记得吗，这天是谁的大日子。。。哈哈，相信你可能不太记得吧!!!(因为你是个很善忘的人。。。我觉得啦^.^别生气噢!!!)是我姐的大日子。。。那天，我们还谈的挺开心的(都是花童的功劳，花童=你的学生)，我们还拍了一张我没想过会和你这样拍的照，你还保留那照片吧!!其实，当晚我真想说声“我爱你”，但我的理智覆盖了我的冲动，我没说出口。。。>.<如果我能冲动一点，可能结果会不一样吗??

我很笨吧!!!不止爱情迟钝，还太理智了。。。爱情需要理智吗??

第三次。。。(28/6/2009)

今天，也是我最迟钝的一次，你无聊没事会更我说你跟朋友刚吃辣汤回来。。。我要是敏感点问你是否发生了什么事，可能可以开解你。。。但我没做到，我还发了很多你不愿回我的sms。。。(觉得我很烦吧。。。又要被减分了>.<)

这么多年我在你心目中，曾占过一席位吗??如果我在敏感点，或许要占那席位并不难。。。(但我不后悔，因为天生如此，只能靠后天打救>.<)
我不希望会再错失与你的缘分，所以，我会慢慢学习敏感点。。。等待下一次时机和你表白............chapter end.........

Things Start At the Beginning^.^(Dec1999)

Loving You??

it is a long long story to go.....

Still remember the first day we meet each other, you come to my house asking my mom about your uniform to your new school which we study together in the following five years.

First time you come to my house, i have been attracted by you.

You are talkative, this is wat i like u for.

Actually my sis did ask me whether i like u or nt. But at that time i din realise i like u so much. i juz ignore my sis...and she din following up.....end story...

My House, this is where first time we meet.

p/s: This blog is hide from your sight. i juz wan to release my feel on you. if we have the fate to get together, i think u will see this blog in the future. HOPE the day will come soon^.^